Sunday, June 28, 2009

Knuckle Sandwich

Merapu!
Bosan!

Meow!

Cheat Cheater Cheated

What is right and what is wrong?
What is truth and what is deception?

Those are the questions that has been playing around in my mind

Worth it?
NO

Worthless?
Absobloodylootely

Chill out mate, dont be too hard on yourself

And the best is, no one knows who you are
Just another girl alone at the bar

WICKED

Shoo Shoo
Get rid of the sixes and sevens that you gave me


Absobloodylootely

Spicy Sauce Fried Mee
Cracking~

Prima Cafe

Dog's bullock, lol

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Gibbon Attack!

Today was fine only until a gibbon escaped from its enclosure. Well its not really an enclosure like most people would imagine it to be. Its like an island, surrounded by water which has Arapaima swimming in it. It acts as a parameter fencing but then, i think it just shafted its purposes. Nohh..

To cut the long story short~

The gibbon bit one of the kids (school trip thingy? I dunno) and his teachers were damn worried about it (why wouldnt they? lol). They seemed panic, stood like a log, muttering words and complaining over things. So, one of the zookeepers asked them to follow me to the clinic to clean the boy's wound. It was not that bad though, there wasnt any cut. Just a bite mark surrounded by a big black bruise. The boy, hes jammy!

So, Mr. Lim was busy prepairing the anaesthetic drugs to nap the 'angry' gibbon and left me with the rest of the job. I cleaned the wound using what ever things that I could find. And obviously, its a Klinik Haiwan for goodness sake.

T1 : How bad is it?
I : Dun worry, its not a flesh wound. Only minor scratches and a bruise. It should be okay.
T2 : Are you sure? Is it deep?
I : Neah, I dun think so. Its just a bite mark.
T1 : What now? Should go bring him to the hospital ka?
I : I think you should. Just get him ATT, it would be fine then.
T2 : Haa, injection only haa?
I : Yea, its better to play safe. Just incase.
T2 : What did you use? Dettol is it?
I : Err.... Something better than dettol.

................. Shite, that's barmy.

The thing is, Im using the same solution which was used to clean animal wounds and they have no idea bout it. I bet it explains the 'something better than dettol' part, aint it? Lip a.k.a smart talk. Ngeh~

Nod OFF!

All Over The Gaff

Just came back from a kenduri kahwin and its my first time attending it (for the Peninsular of course). It was a little bit different from what we have back home but overall, it was an ace. There were loads of people and all I can say is, girls/ladies looked their best in their malay dress, WICKED~

Nyways, one of the lecturer from UNIMAS came to check on us and hopefully everything is all right. Things were quite all over the gaff lately and all I could hope for is for the best. Cant wait to get back home, dunno what's waiting for me next..

Cheerio!~
I see sweaty people lying on my pillows, dicky~ LOL

p/s Im damn tired. Forty winks will do the job but im afraid I cant have it right now.. Sigh~



Friday, June 26, 2009

The King Has Left The Building

Rest in Peace Mike Jackie
May Allah bless you

You Are Not Alone

Ong Ong

Its almost 2 a.m.
And Im still up

I think I gotta sleep right now or else tomorrow's gonna be a bimble
Cant wait to try out my new shower foam
LOL

Noite lads!

Im not bobbins!

We Will All Laugh At Gilded Butterflies

Oh man
This girl is fucking AWESOME


Im in love
Her eyes gave me sleepless nights

Alone Yet Again

This is going to be the final week of the internship program for my USM friends.
Gonna miss them a lot, they've done so much during this two months.
Thanks you guys for being a good friend, a good listener and most of all thank you so much for the delicious foods.
Im going to miss the homemade breakfast =(

Wish you guys all the best both in life and future.

Keep in touch
Take care

p/s To the Londoners, take care mates! Keep the tattoos coloured

Thursday, June 25, 2009

STOP

Ive been bad
Real bad

I didnt do anything yet for my proposal writing and I smell more works ahead of me. Heard that Mr. T is sending me and few others to BNP to update the small mammals species account after we're done with our internship program. And Im currently waiting for my friend to email me her proposal as a reference so I know how does she define simple. Hayaku!

Shoo Shoo

A lot of things happen lately, some were good while others were bad
But the best thing so far is about Julie
I think I mentioned her name once few days ago.


Shes cute
She plays a lot
She looks great in black
And she hates cabbages

Meet..

Julie

Pity her, her left leg was amputated so she only gets to play in her cage.
Oh kasihan.. Sabar noo

Tadaa

Happy Birthday Mom
Work hard and earn more for future sake
LOL

Im sorry I couldnt get you anything before you went off

And again..


Happy Birthday
('',)

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

No Shit

Transformers II: Revenge of The Fallen
One word

A.W.E.S.O.M.E
Red HOT

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Gurney

Currently enjoying the view from my room
Making plans on where should I go to make my day a day, lol.
The weather is fine.. and HOT. Counting ships had never been this easy
(What the... Expletives?)
Btw, I dont think Im using the word expletives correctly =p

Neah, cut the crap

So, the uncle does it again. He grabbed my arm as I was walking pass the entrance and stare at me for a few secs before his hormones took over his consciousness. LOL.

U : Mana awek?
I : Haa? Apa?
U : Mana awek?
I : Awek? Tak ada awek, haha
U : Sudah makan laa?
I : Aaa, sudah sudah.. ehe
U : Ada kuih la?
I : Haa.. Ada apa?
U : Ada kuih la?
I : Oh, tak ada.. Nasi lemak saja, habis sudah.. haha
U : Ada pukui la?
I : Haa?
U : Ada pukui la? hehehe
I : Pukui apa?
U : Pukui la... *sambil gosok lengan ku ke atas dan ke bawah*
I : Woah... Hahahaha... Ta ada! Ta ada! *ran away*

He freaked the hell out of me! Why me! OMFG.
Please dont tell me he does that because he thinks Im a pondan. No No No.. I hope not.

Oh yea, I met a new friend yesterday. Her name is Julie and she loves to play hand slapping.. LOL.
All I can say is that she's lonely.. Pity her.
Enough said, I seriously think that Im not in the mood to blog right now. Perhaps later? Maybe..

Bao!

No Offence

Regarding the previous post, Im sorry if I offended anyone because that is not what I intend to do. Situations are getting worse and for once, I need to stand firm and defend my rights. I cant stand being blamed for all the faults and being laughed at because of someone's one sided story. I've my own pride and dignity. Have a good life aite mate. Bang your head against the wall and you'll get over it quick.

Be It

Why is it that I think the purpose of me living in this world is to get blamed over everything just to make people in this world happy?

I have not been intouch with her for like how long? Almost a week? Things were fine only till she came up with the shoutout of hers. People came to me and told me about it but what can I possibly do? Cry over it like a baby? Nohh... Maybe I'll feel bad for not being able to be her friend anymore, not even in her facebook but the most crucial part is when she said that I stalked her? OMFG. Does she seriously think that I'm that kind of person? Who does she think she is? Paris Hilton? What's wrong with me adding some of her friends. Doesn't mean if they are in her list of friends they cant be mine and yeah, most of them were mine as well.

And about adding strangers..

Does she has issues with it? What makes she thinks that I add them because of her?
(Orang text i cakap "giler perasan dow..."). Is there no possibilities at all that I might came across with people in the 'people you might know' section who happens to be in her friends list as well? Because Ive been adding a lot of people lately and she kinda claimed that I added them because I wanna stalk her through them. And if so, can't I do anything to please myself? Its not that Im gonna hurt her or anything. She knows nothing except for making assumptions for her own good. Yea, she stated it clearly and all this while, every single decision was made because she has her own good reasons. I might be blinded by my own feelings but its clear enough though. Is it because of the things Ive said earlier which shows how weak I am and how pathetic I make myself look infront of her? From the situation, she's the one who is not over with things because she came back again with another drama of hers. Trying to make me look bad? Good, I can see you're trying hard. Why? Is your life that boring? Oh come on, get a life mate. Living is not about making yourself look high so that you could spit anyone below you. We are human being and we are equal.

So, stop telling me what to do. Ok? The funniest part is that people even mentioned bout I might hurt her because of what? My obsession? Nohh.. You guys gotta be kidding bout it. Cause I laughed my ass out when I read bout it. Please people, whos being childish anyway? People who wanted to face and talk their problems or people who kept denying and kept avoiding themselves from having an adult conversation and left things undone while at the same time kept blaming others for their mistakes? Why does she has to be undecided over things just because she's trying to think for her own good even when she claimed that she is in a relationship before? And about "It takes two to make things happen", thats a big sack of bullshit. LOL.

But what different does it makes now. People had been talking bout me and at this point I really think Im an ill fated guy. But it's okay, I believe in Allah SWT. What goes around comes around. So no worries. Just carry on, Im giving her all the freedom to say whatever things she wants to say. Load the shits and spill it out one by one and in the end, someone's gonna clean it up and bring it back to her.

But for now, just hope for the best for her aite? I thank her for every single little thing that she had done. Especially the things that she had said to me. I appreciate it. It open up my eyes and makes me realize her true nature. Its not about things wouldnt be the same anymore, its about truth caused changes.

Thank You
*Clap Clap*

p/s Im just a human being and Ive feelings. Please treat me like one, dont treat others the way you dont like youself to be treated.


Saturday, June 20, 2009

Happy Hour

My friend canceled our night out because her auntie is coming over to spend a night at her house.
I guess we'll be seeing each other in Kuantan in a week time? Maybe.
Weekends were always fun for us housemates. We had our dinner before we went for groceries shopping and late night movie.

So, we decided to watch "The Last House On The Left" because there was something wrong with "Mongol", LOL.
Bloods here and there and there's a lot of hardcore thingy going on. As usual, they cut few of the gruesome and erotic scene (I dont think erotic is the right word though).
Im not gonna talk much about the movie itself cause I know it will spoil the thrill eventually. If its not up to your expectation, blame the producer =p

Anyways, bed is calling. Gotta work tomorrow!
SIGH~~~
Bao!

p/s I spent 100rm for food in one day! I felt like a fat pig, FUCK.

Friday, June 19, 2009

Books For Sale

Went out with my friend last night. Had out dinner at Mc Donald's before her friends joined us later on. Her friends sat with us for awhile before they left us and went to shop for their other friend wedding gift.

After dinner, my friend and I went to the MPH book fair. I felt like an idiot standing at the counter. Everybody was holding at least a book except for me and I spent 30rm for a keychain and a bookmark.

Silly Me

So, she invited me to join her for a drink with her friends before she sent me back home. There's this pondan taking our order.

P : Nak minum ape?
I : Carrot milk
P : Ape?! (he freaked out and he freaked the hell out of me as well. I thought I said something that might offended him)
I : Aa, carrot milk
P : Haa! Ape die?!
I : Errr.. Carrot mill
lk....
S : Carrot susu
P : Oh, carrot susu..
I : *blurr*
P : Carrot susu.. Milk.. Eh, susu.. Milk.. Ooo *While walking away from our table*

Seriously, I was freaked out by him. I thought I said something offensive without realizing it, only to know that he didn't get the milk part right. Lol. And I guess I really have problems saying the right things right which often led myself to a lot of communication breakdown. Strong point, aint it?


Bila Mau Kawen?

Remember the Indian uncle that I mentioned before? Yeah, he did it again. Lol.
Well, the incident occurred at the same place, right at the zoo entrance. While I was walking pass the entrance, he stopped me, grabbed my arm and stare straight at me in the face.

U : Boy, u brapa umur? 20 aa?
I : Uhuh.
U: Boy, bila maw kawen?
I : 10 tahun lagi
U : Wah! 10 tahun ka?!
I : Ya la, kenapa?
U : U tidak takut itu bengkok ka? *bend his finger*
I : Pegi urut
U : Oh, boleh ka?
I : Ta tahu, haha

So, what's up with my phone? He kept looking at it while I was browsing through it.

U : Itu ada memory ka?
I : Aaa.. Memory? Ada
U : Semua boleh masok la?
I : Boleh. Kenapa?
U : Barang baik punya la?
I : *blurr*
U : Boleh letak barang baik punya la? *I guess he was referring to porns*
I : Oh, ta pandai. Ta penah try.

He continued on with his stories bout people making out at Taman Tasik before I excused myself and joined my friends. We sat somewhere near the Small Monkeys section before we went for lunch. I was wearing my shades because the weather is so friggin hot and as we walked pass the entrance he stopped me again.

U : Waa.. banyak cantek oo u
I : Haa? Apa cantek?
U : U kluar nanti itu amoi berdiri panggil lu 'mari! mari!'
I : Ta ada la
U : U muda tak apa. 20 kan? Banyak tahan punya
I : Tua tidak boleh?
U : Hehehe
I : Ok la, bye uncle

He's Horny
LOL


Tuesday, June 16, 2009

SIGH

If only
we could sit and talk to each other properly
we could see each other in our world
we could understand each other better

If only
long is short and short is long
things would totally be different
SIGH

You are the best thing that ever happen in my life
I Love You


Oh Britney!

GILA
Maghrib sudeyh!

What is it with blogging?

Gotta be going

SCARY
I know

CRAZY? NOT

Undecided

I'm so undecided right now. So far I have few things on my mind that I wish to own. But which should I go for?

iphone 3G

Sony Ericsson XPERIA X1

Sony A380
Sony VAIO P
or

a MacBook?

I know, there's nothing wrong with my lappy. It's just that it's too big and heavy and it causes me shoulder pain everytime I brought it along with me. Perhaps a smaller and lighter lappy would be much more convenient?

But how am I supposed to get them?

I'm thinking... I'm thinking...

You're from UMS?

Get to know new people lately and so today. Had a little chat with one of the UMS students and it was just a short casual conversation though. Where are you from? How long will you be working here and stuffs. And yeah..

I broke my tooth
again

Told my dad about it and guess what he said, "Hahaha, u kidding nak? Keep it safe. We will bring you to fix it once you are back home?" He laughed because I told him Toby the baby Chimpanzee smacked my face, lol. But then, should I or shouldn't I keep the tooth?

"Your eyes inspires me"
NOT

p/s I'm kinda confused right now. Was he being serious or was he kidding about keeping the tooth thingy? Crap.



Typical

Obvious flirtatious acts
And the list goes on and on
One simple excuse clear all the doubts

"That's just the way I am, take it or leave it"

LAME
I know

Monday, June 15, 2009

FUCK

I dont care and I dont give a damn anymore
Say what you want and think anything that you want
GO ON AND LIVE IN THE LITTLE FLAWLESS WORLD OF YOURS
cause every single flaws in this world were meant for ME

FUCK everything

Being nice or being an asshole, whats the different?
It will end up making myself look like an IDIOT and an ASSHOLE
Assume everything on your own, Im sick of playing wrong all the time

It ends here

SCREW ME

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Trendy Buldges

Oh yeah
I weigh myself again today

56.1 kg
.5kg in just one day? OMFG

Well Done


Lets Call It A Day

Perdoon stary.
I spent 150RM for the last few days and they just wont stop flowing out from my wallet (I bought nothing Ok? And I swear I couldnt recall buying anything for myself except food? Nohh) =S
I went out with my friends today and we did nothing much except for spending unnecessarily for unnecessary fun? Lol. To cut the long story short, we watched Blood: The Last Vampire (2009) and the movie was filled with BULLSHIT effects. But I manage to keep myself awake throughout the movie. Gotta make the 10RM worth it ya know?


Funny dialogues I tell you.. Haha

p/s Everyone seems tired today, SIGH~

Cupcakes

Congratulations
to
Ernisa Marzuki and Muhd Izwan Ramli

Till death do you guys apart

And I want my cupcakes like so badly =(

OMFG

Read the paper this morning and no shit! CR7 is going to miss a hell lot of Premier League action cause he is going to Real Madrid for a record fee of £80 million. Bye bye Ronnie, we're going to miss your running, dribbling and diving (the most) skills. But heck, Manchester United is handing over £100 million worth of transfer fund to SFA. These are the target players.

Be ready.
.

Frank Ribery

Karim Benzema

Antonio Valencia

David Villa


Gila Boy! Carlos Tevez a.k.a Baby 'Rasa Cute' Gorilla

But who cares, people always say that the Gunners will never get their chance of winning any trophy if Arsene Wenger sticks to his 'young players' policy but still, we finished top four every season and I know that the next season is coming towards our way. We are building from strength to strength and I've a lot of trust in my boys. Hee =D


It is not about the players or the cash
Everything is about the fans and the club


Hello Mr. Appey

I have a major loss of appetite and guess what, I'm a frigging 55.6 kg guy! Bullshit. But the good news is Mr. Appey just said hi to me, hakhak!

Anyways, I was sexually harassed by an Indian uncle right infront of the zoo entrance. He kept pulling my arm so I'll be within his reach and he kept rubbing my back and my right arm. He asked me a lot of questions and the worse part is when he asked, 'Sudah potong ka?' and all I can say is 'Haaa? aaaa'.


FUCK

Heartbreaker

Screw up everything

First my relationship and now my result

Get over with the relationship thingy and now getting on with the result thithithingy..

I'm so in the need of Will.I.Am right now

SIGH~

Heartbreak

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Just A Piece of My Mind

I knew how important you were to me, but I never know it would be this hard when you are not a part of me anymore. Ive never felt a day this long and I realized how much you occupied yourself in my daily life. I know I screwed up and I know you are much happier now with your life. No more fights, no more worries. That's fair.

But I'm sorry, even though you've tried hard to make me hate you so that it will be easier for us to overcome our problems with moving on, I still do fell for you. Like I said before, you made me fall for you over and over again and over the past two years, I really did. I tried to make myself happy and tried hard not to think about you but every single thing that I do reminds me of you. You should know that you played a BIG part in my life eversince we knew each other.

And I'm sorry, I'm not trying to be hard headed, stubborn or act stupid. Its just that, I refused to let you go. I refused to let myself to move on and left you behind in the past. I'm still hoping to be with you again in the future and that you will never let go of the feelings that you had for me once. I love you so much Moo, I hope there's still space for reconsideration and I want you to know, I will always be here waiting for you.


I Miss You a LOT
Losing you is almost mourning


Friday, June 12, 2009

Bug Like Human

Curi curi caught this picture while everyone was concentrating on the television.. Concentrating hard ea people?

To clear all the doubts, No. I did not had my lunch here because I just had my breakfast at the zoo's canteen few hours back. Geli lerr... Everyone is eating pork.. Pork! Pork! haha

We Are Equal

I don't really care about anything right now but I just wanted you to be fair and see things at least for both parties. Otherwise, I'm cool. If you think you are a better friend cause you have a lot of 'em around you, think twice. I know I've made mistakes and I learned a lot from it. I hope you do, as well. And yeah...

Thank You


Sunday, June 7, 2009

Don't Be Stupid

Kojaq....!!

Kerek na mampuih tapi bgtaw kat orang jangan kerek kat die...

Ngeh...~


Thursday, June 4, 2009

=(

I'm not used to this..

I MISS YOU =(


Monday, June 1, 2009

Foreseeing Excitement

I was irritated by something the other night in Penang. I was so hungry and I've to keep track of my cash (My wallet was stolen, remember?) and so, I decided to call for the room service. It was clearly stated that the room service is available all day. It took me almost 15 minutes to decide on what to eat and only to find out that the room service starts at 6am and ends at 11pm. I ain't kidding and I'll show you prove!

The feeling of disappointment sucks! Seriously hotel management folks, you guys need to do something about it.

The fun continued the next day. I went to Batu Ferringi this morning to check out the place and the beach was awesome! There were lots of water sports activities available and they really meant business. The activities available were costly but fun. I almost tried parasailing

So, Ari the Promoter for this White Shark Water Sports came to me and introduce me to all kinds of water sports that his company provide and honestly, the activities provided were very very interesting. They have parasailing, jet skiing, banana boat riding, flying fish, snorkeling, the viper, beach buggy and also horse riding. The price list was affordable, only if my parents were with me =p

After hours of decision making, I decided to go for jet skiing on my next trip with my girlfriend and her sister. I was not being boring but being considerate because I was warned quite a lot of times about my girlfriend's sickness. So, I need to make sure the activities that we are going to do has minimal adrenaline rush factor, keke.

The next place I went to was Jerejak Island. It was damn boring or maybe because I was alone which kills the fun. It might be one of the reasons right? I paid 50rm for it and I think it was a waste. I take a short walk along the walkway and found myself at the resort's lobby before I played a game of archery. A few picture taking and here I am again on the boat on my way back to the jetty.

I wasted 50rm for nothing and went back to the hotel later on. And yeah, I spent every single cent that I have on transportation and I still can't figure out whether it is worth it or the opposite.

These are some pictures I took at Batu Ferringi and Jerejak Island

Jet Skiing


Horse Riding

Flying Fish

Banana Boat

Beach Buggy

Parasailing

The wasted remaining coupons

Consolation prize for the short archery session =p

I've made a price list for the activities available and still considering each and every one of them. But for now, it's either parasailing or jet skiing.. Hee =D

BAO!

Little Troublemaker

I loss my wallet which was given by my dad

I need to make a new ID, a new driving license and a new ATM card

There are 'precious' things given by my girlfriend inside the wallet (I'm sorry Moo Moo)

The worst thing is that, my parents are here in Penang right now because of me. I mean, I'm glad to see them but I really felt bad for being such a pain in the arse. It cost them a lot to travel here, for the third time in this month (May) and it is so not worth it. Especially this trip. What a waste.. SIGH~


I'm really really sorry.. ='(