If I Were A Dinosaur

Blunt

2010-10-06T03:42:00.001+08:00

I love you like a fat kid love his cake but today, that fat kid is on a diet

2010

2010-01-03T03:15:00.003+08:00

First thing first, it's 2010!

And....

I failed one subject and it seems am not gonna be able to graduate on time.

Fuck.

Older Person

2009-12-19T21:13:00.002+08:00

"Is age a factor?"

That is the question I've in mind right now, right at this very moment. What are the differences between a 29 years old guy who think immaturely compared to a younger guy who could think far better than him? (I'm not referring to anyone. I'm trying to figure out things based on something that that particular someone told me last night). To me age is plainly a number. Its the way you act and the way you present yourself which makes the differences. I've learnt a lot from my past and I'm still am working on a lot of things right now. But all and all, it has been quite sometime since I dragged myself into this kind of situation. Being true is ONE thing, but is it wise enough to be truly HONEST in emotionally related situations?

Jinki

2009-08-14T12:34:00.006+08:00

B.I.N.G.O
Currently at Jinki. Decided to go online while waiting for my friend to get back from the airport. And BTW, this is our first time out for lunch and I have no idea on where to fill our big 'sack', at all. Sakura pun ok la... NOT!
I dont feel like eating though =S

Oh oh, time's up. Gotta be going, cheerio!

Burn The Card

2009-07-22T21:28:00.002+08:00

I toy with my dad's credit card

Its a die die situation
LOL

I bet my life, ears and mind on you god. Save me from the nags!

Hope he dont mind
T__T

Zee Avi

2009-07-22T20:47:00.006+08:00

Bumped into one of my course-mate while queuing up to pay for my breakfast. So, we had our breakfast together while waiting for our next class which was at 12. Unusual.

J : Bear.. I realised few changes in you.
I : Haa.. Got mer? Haha.. What are the changes?
J : Urm, ur hair aa.. You didnt put anything on ka?
I : Err.. Ya lor.. Why? Messy ka? People said Im getting more and more messy each day.
J : Ya lor.. Why ler?
I : Haha, nothing la.. What else ler?
J : Urm.. You eat a lot dan you semakin diam haa... You ada masalah ka?

Ok. That was totally weird. The funniest part was how come he knew that I didnt put any wax or whatsoever hair products on my hair. Its not that its not obvious but I think I get the 'baru bangun tidur' impression on my hairstyle a lot of times already. What's so new about it anyway? Fishy or meaty? Noh, crap.

Nyways, Im extremely busy lately. Spent 2 days at EL, preparing stuffs for my BNP trip. And FYI, Im going to BNP every weekend and the only thing that is refundable is the transportation fee. Should I or shouldnt I feel bad about it? Its work though.

The weekend was scrummy! Came back from KL a couple of days ago and to summarize things up, Malaysia did pretty well against the Red Devils though it seems like the Devils didnt put much effort in the match. But unfortunately, we just found out about the rematch the next morning and by then most of the tickets were sold out. Plus, my flight is at 420pm on that particular day! Smeg.

Credits to the Malaysian team though. It was worth the sorethroat.
HELL YEAH

Well Done Owen!

Pip pip!

Please?

2009-07-14T19:19:00.005+08:00

All I need is a break so please for once, stop blaming me n making me look bad infront of everybody..

Please?

The fault was not ALL mine
GOBSMACKED

Today sucks.
I wish you meant your words.
And because you dont, Ive to bear all the sufferings and I cant bear thinking what will happen next especially in the field.

Btw, my friend got admitted at (I dunno which hospital) in Penang few days ago and i dunno if she's back home yet. I dunno what's her condition and I just hope everything is fine. One of the symptoms was vomiting and the first thing that crossed my mind was, "Impossible pregnant".

Get well soon 'lau cha bo'.

Beehive

2009-07-10T01:09:00.003+08:00

There's loads of works to be done and Im trying hard not to get myself stressed out with the thoughts.

2 proposals to be done by next week
Apply permit for the BNP sampling and also my FYP
1st year orientation at Matang Wildlife Centre (Today!)
Trip to BNP every weekend starting from next week
Full draft for the upcoming works at BNP

Fuck.
Its not going to be an easy semester with all the thesis writing and stuffs but I sure do will try my best to keep things moving on the right track.

Nyways, my friends are back for holidays. It had been a wonderful week. Tennis, basketball, futsal and even prawn-fishing (WICKED). Not being able to spend time with them is totally not my cup of tea. And yea, we're going to watch Manchester United play against Malaysia together.

Main objective
To take pictures with MICHAEL OWEN

Ngeh~
=D

28

2009-07-06T11:50:00.007+08:00

Yesterday was a BLAST!~
Bumped into loads of interesting incidents and bought a lot of interesting stuffs.
I was pissing around with the shirts and jeans and decided to try out the skinny jeans. I thought things were going pear shaped but it turns out to be awesomely cool. LOL.

I can fit into size 28 skinnies, nod off!
Dog's bollocks

It was not a fluke ok? It went in 'smoothly' though someone said it causes discomfort at certain places. No worries mate, shit happens. Gotta be going now. The journey of finding and experiencing interesting events have not ended yet (Pure bullshitting).

Have a great day guys!
Cheerio =)

Thank You

2009-07-04T02:17:00.003+08:00

Hey YOU

Thank you for everything especially for giving me a ride to the station.
I dont know if you would read this but what matter the most is I appreciate it.

Thank You

Hee~
=D

Not A Final Goodbye

2009-07-04T01:31:00.003+08:00

I dunno what's wrong with me lately and I seriously think that my mind is wandering elsewhere.

Mind O mind, where are you O wise little mind?

I hurt my left thumb with a Topaz blade and it was a nasty one. I didnt know it was that bad only after when I realized the bleeding wont stop. I seriously dunno what is wrong with me lately, maybe I ate too much? That just might be the reason, LOL.

Yesterday was the last day of my internship program at Zoo Taiping and I spent almost the whole day in the clinic doing taxidermy (that's the cause of the injury =p). I manage to spent some quality times with Mr. Lim together with my friends at the African Savannah section. After a few series of good laugh, we went back to the clinic and I finish off my work by injecting formalin into the small clawed otter's paws to prevent it from rotting.

Overall, the 2 months had been great despite all the hard times that Ive been through. And I officially produce 4 different types of 'soft toys' and left it in the clinic with Mr. Lim (Im proud of myself =D). It would probably come in handy for Mr. Lim to fool around with the keepers and staffs? Nohh..

To be honest, Im not in the blogging mood at all right now and I guess I should stop right here before I start to bodge things up.

Hello soft toys
Bees Knees

P/s Dearest Joveen, have fun with the toys. I know it would come in handy especially when boredom strikes, LOL.

Where's The Lady?

2009-07-01T19:59:00.003+08:00

I sliced my middle finger with a machete, wtf?

So I guess I cant use it for awhile
LOL

SIGH~

Knuckle Sandwich

2009-06-28T18:13:00.001+08:00

Merapu!

Bosan!

Meow!

Cheat Cheater Cheated

2009-06-28T12:48:00.003+08:00

What is right and what is wrong?
What is truth and what is deception?

Those are the questions that has been playing around in my mind

Worth it?
NO

Worthless?
Absobloodylootely

Chill out mate, dont be too hard on yourself

And the best is, no one knows who you are
Just another girl alone at the bar

WICKED

Shoo Shoo
Get rid of the sixes and sevens that you gave me

Absobloodylootely

2009-06-28T00:14:00.002+08:00

Spicy Sauce Fried Mee
Cracking~

Prima Cafe
Dog's bullock, lol

Gibbon Attack!

2009-06-27T19:52:00.005+08:00

Today was fine only until a gibbon escaped from its enclosure. Well its not really an enclosure like most people would imagine it to be. Its like an island, surrounded by water which has Arapaima swimming in it. It acts as a parameter fencing but then, i think it just shafted its purposes. Nohh..

To cut the long story short~

The gibbon bit one of the kids (school trip thingy? I dunno) and his teachers were damn worried about it (why wouldnt they? lol). They seemed panic, stood like a log, muttering words and complaining over things. So, one of the zookeepers asked them to follow me to the clinic to clean the boy's wound. It was not that bad though, there wasnt any cut. Just a bite mark surrounded by a big black bruise. The boy, hes jammy!

So, Mr. Lim was busy prepairing the anaesthetic drugs to nap the 'angry' gibbon and left me with the rest of the job. I cleaned the wound using what ever things that I could find. And obviously, its a Klinik Haiwan for goodness sake.

T1 : How bad is it?
I : Dun worry, its not a flesh wound. Only minor scratches and a bruise. It should be okay.
T2 : Are you sure? Is it deep?
I : Neah, I dun think so. Its just a bite mark.
T1 : What now? Should go bring him to the hospital ka?
I : I think you should. Just get him ATT, it would be fine then.
T2 : Haa, injection only haa?
I : Yea, its better to play safe. Just incase.
T2 : What did you use? Dettol is it?
I : Err.... Something better than dettol.

................. Shite, that's barmy.

The thing is, Im using the same solution which was used to clean animal wounds and they have no idea bout it. I bet it explains the 'something better than dettol' part, aint it? Lip a.k.a smart talk. Ngeh~

Nod OFF!

All Over The Gaff

2009-06-27T13:39:00.004+08:00

Just came back from a kenduri kahwin and its my first time attending it (for the Peninsular of course). It was a little bit different from what we have back home but overall, it was an ace. There were loads of people and all I can say is, girls/ladies looked their best in their malay dress, WICKED~

Nyways, one of the lecturer from UNIMAS came to check on us and hopefully everything is all right. Things were quite all over the gaff lately and all I could hope for is for the best. Cant wait to get back home, dunno what's waiting for me next..

Cheerio!~
I see sweaty people lying on my pillows, dicky~ LOL

p/s Im damn tired. Forty winks will do the job but im afraid I cant have it right now.. Sigh~

The King Has Left The Building

2009-06-26T23:59:00.002+08:00

Rest in Peace Mike Jackie
May Allah bless you

You Are Not Alone

Ong Ong

2009-06-26T01:45:00.002+08:00

Its almost 2 a.m.
And Im still up

I think I gotta sleep right now or else tomorrow's gonna be a bimble
Cant wait to try out my new shower foam
LOL

Noite lads!
Im not bobbins!

We Will All Laugh At Gilded Butterflies

2009-06-26T01:29:00.003+08:00

Oh man

This girl is fucking AWESOME

Im in love
Her eyes gave me sleepless nights

Alone Yet Again

2009-06-26T01:14:00.003+08:00

This is going to be the final week of the internship program for my USM friends.
Gonna miss them a lot, they've done so much during this two months.
Thanks you guys for being a good friend, a good listener and most of all thank you so much for the delicious foods.
Im going to miss the homemade breakfast =(

Wish you guys all the best both in life and future.

Keep in touch
Take care

p/s To the Londoners, take care mates! Keep the tattoos coloured

STOP

2009-06-25T18:39:00.003+08:00

Ive been bad
Real bad

I didnt do anything yet for my proposal writing and I smell more works ahead of me. Heard that Mr. T is sending me and few others to BNP to update the small mammals species account after we're done with our internship program. And Im currently waiting for my friend to email me her proposal as a reference so I know how does she define simple. Hayaku!

Shoo Shoo

2009-06-25T18:11:00.004+08:00

A lot of things happen lately, some were good while others were bad
But the best thing so far is about Julie
I think I mentioned her name once few days ago.

Shes cute
She plays a lot
She looks great in black
And she hates cabbages

Meet..

Julie

Pity her, her left leg was amputated so she only gets to play in her cage.
Oh kasihan.. Sabar noo

Tadaa

2009-06-25T17:55:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Mom
Work hard and earn more for future sake
LOL

Im sorry I couldnt get you anything before you went off

And again..

Happy Birthday
('',)

No Shit

2009-06-24T00:24:00.004+08:00

Transformers II: Revenge of The Fallen
One word

A.W.E.S.O.M.E
Red HOT

Gurney

2009-06-21T10:47:00.004+08:00

Currently enjoying the view from my room
Making plans on where should I go to make my day a day, lol.
The weather is fine.. and HOT. Counting ships had never been this easy (What the... Expletives?)
Btw, I dont think Im using the word expletives correctly =p

Neah, cut the crap

So, the uncle does it again. He grabbed my arm as I was walking pass the entrance and stare at me for a few secs before his hormones took over his consciousness. LOL.

U : Mana awek?
I : Haa? Apa?
U : Mana awek?
I : Awek? Tak ada awek, haha
U : Sudah makan laa?
I : Aaa, sudah sudah.. ehe
U : Ada kuih la?
I : Haa.. Ada apa?
U : Ada kuih la?
I : Oh, tak ada.. Nasi lemak saja, habis sudah.. haha
U : Ada pukui la?
I : Haa?
U : Ada pukui la? hehehe
I : Pukui apa?
U : Pukui la... *sambil gosok lengan ku ke atas dan ke bawah*
I : Woah... Hahahaha... Ta ada! Ta ada! *ran away*

He freaked the hell out of me! Why me! OMFG.
Please dont tell me he does that because he thinks Im a pondan. No No No.. I hope not.

Oh yea, I met a new friend yesterday. Her name is Julie and she loves to play hand slapping.. LOL.
All I can say is that she's lonely.. Pity her.
Enough said, I seriously think that Im not in the mood to blog right now. Perhaps later? Maybe..

Bao!

No Offence

2009-06-21T09:45:00.002+08:00

Regarding the previous post, Im sorry if I offended anyone because that is not what I intend to do. Situations are getting worse and for once, I need to stand firm and defend my rights. I cant stand being blamed for all the faults and being laughed at because of someone's one sided story. I've my own pride and dignity. Have a good life aite mate. Bang your head against the wall and you'll get over it quick.

Be It

2009-06-21T01:18:00.008+08:00

Why is it that I think the purpose of me living in this world is to get blamed over everything just to make people in this world happy?

I have not been intouch with her for like how long? Almost a week? Things were fine only till she came up with the shoutout of hers. People came to me and told me about it but what can I possibly do? Cry over it like a baby? Nohh... Maybe I'll feel bad for not being able to be her friend anymore, not even in her facebook but the most crucial part is when she said that I stalked her? OMFG. Does she seriously think that I'm that kind of person? Who does she think she is? Paris Hilton? What's wrong with me adding some of her friends. Doesn't mean if they are in her list of friends they cant be mine and yeah, most of them were mine as well.

And about adding strangers..

Does she has issues with it? What makes she thinks that I add them because of her? (Orang text i cakap "giler perasan dow..."). Is there no possibilities at all that I might came across with people in the 'people you might know' section who happens to be in her friends list as well? Because Ive been adding a lot of people lately and she kinda claimed that I added them because I wanna stalk her through them. And if so, can't I do anything to please myself? Its not that Im gonna hurt her or anything. She knows nothing except for making assumptions for her own good. Yea, she stated it clearly and all this while, every single decision was made because she has her own good reasons. I might be blinded by my own feelings but its clear enough though. Is it because of the things Ive said earlier which shows how weak I am and how pathetic I make myself look infront of her? From the situation, she's the one who is not over with things because she came back again with another drama of hers. Trying to make me look bad? Good, I can see you're trying hard. Why? Is your life that boring? Oh come on, get a life mate. Living is not about making yourself look high so that you could spit anyone below you. We are human being and we are equal.

So, stop telling me what to do. Ok? The funniest part is that people even mentioned bout I might hurt her because of what? My obsession? Nohh.. You guys gotta be kidding bout it. Cause I laughed my ass out when I read bout it. Please people, whos being childish anyway? People who wanted to face and talk their problems or people who kept denying and kept avoiding themselves from having an adult conversation and left things undone while at the same time kept blaming others for their mistakes? Why does she has to be undecided over things just because she's trying to think for her own good even when she claimed that she is in a relationship before? And about "It takes two to make things happen", thats a big sack of bullshit. LOL.

But what different does it makes now. People had been talking bout me and at this point I really think Im an ill fated guy. But it's okay, I believe in Allah SWT. What goes around comes around. So no worries. Just carry on, Im giving her all the freedom to say whatever things she wants to say. Load the shits and spill it out one by one and in the end, someone's gonna clean it up and bring it back to her.

But for now, just hope for the best for her aite? I thank her for every single little thing that she had done. Especially the things that she had said to me. I appreciate it. It open up my eyes and makes me realize her true nature. Its not about things wouldnt be the same anymore, its about truth caused changes.

Thank You
*Clap Clap*

p/s Im just a human being and Ive feelings. Please treat me like one, dont treat others the way you dont like youself to be treated.

Happy Hour

2009-06-20T01:29:00.007+08:00

My friend canceled our night out because her auntie is coming over to spend a night at her house.
I guess we'll be seeing each other in Kuantan in a week time? Maybe.
Weekends were always fun for us housemates. We had our dinner before we went for groceries shopping and late night movie.

So, we decided to watch "The Last House On The Left" because there was something wrong with "Mongol", LOL.

Bloods here and there and there's a lot of hardcore thingy going on. As usual, they cut few of the gruesome and erotic scene (I dont think erotic is the right word though).

Im not gonna talk much about the movie itself cause I know it will spoil the thrill eventually. If its not up to your expectation, blame the producer =p

Anyways, bed is calling. Gotta work tomorrow!
SIGH~~~
Bao!

p/s I spent 100rm for food in one day! I felt like a fat pig, FUCK.

Books For Sale

2009-06-19T18:52:00.005+08:00

Went out with my friend last night. Had out dinner at Mc Donald's before her friends joined us later on. Her friends sat with us for awhile before they left us and went to shop for their other friend wedding gift.

After dinner, my friend and I went to the MPH book fair. I felt like an idiot standing at the counter. Everybody was holding at least a book except for me and I spent 30rm for a keychain and a bookmark.

Silly Me

So, she invited me to join her for a drink with her friends before she sent me back home. There's this pondan taking our order.

P : Nak minum ape?
I : Carrot milk
P : Ape?! (he freaked out and he freaked the hell out of me as well. I thought I said something that might offended him)
I : Aa, carrot milk
P : Haa! Ape die?!
I : Errr.. Carrot milllk....
S : Carrot susu
P : Oh, carrot susu..
I : *blurr*
P : Carrot susu.. Milk.. Eh, susu.. Milk.. Ooo *While walking away from our table*

Seriously, I was freaked out by him. I thought I said something offensive without realizing it, only to know that he didn't get the milk part right. Lol. And I guess I really have problems saying the right things right which often led myself to a lot of communication breakdown. Strong point, aint it?

Bila Mau Kawen?

2009-06-19T18:15:00.006+08:00

Remember the Indian uncle that I mentioned before? Yeah, he did it again. Lol.
Well, the incident occurred at the same place, right at the zoo entrance. While I was walking pass the entrance, he stopped me, grabbed my arm and stare straight at me in the face.

U : Boy, u brapa umur? 20 aa?
I : Uhuh.
U: Boy, bila maw kawen?
I : 10 tahun lagi
U : Wah! 10 tahun ka?!
I : Ya la, kenapa?
U : U tidak takut itu bengkok ka? *bend his finger*
I : Pegi urut
U : Oh, boleh ka?
I : Ta tahu, haha

So, what's up with my phone? He kept looking at it while I was browsing through it.

U : Itu ada memory ka?
I : Aaa.. Memory? Ada
U : Semua boleh masok la?
I : Boleh. Kenapa?
U : Barang baik punya la?
I : *blurr*
U : Boleh letak barang baik punya la? *I guess he was referring to porns*
I : Oh, ta pandai. Ta penah try.

He continued on with his stories bout people making out at Taman Tasik before I excused myself and joined my friends. We sat somewhere near the Small Monkeys section before we went for lunch. I was wearing my shades because the weather is so friggin hot and as we walked pass the entrance he stopped me again.

U : Waa.. banyak cantek oo u
I : Haa? Apa cantek?
U : U kluar nanti itu amoi berdiri panggil lu 'mari! mari!'
I : Ta ada la
U : U muda tak apa. 20 kan? Banyak tahan punya
I : Tua tidak boleh?
U : Hehehe
I : Ok la, bye uncle

He's Horny

LOL

SIGH

2009-06-16T21:25:00.004+08:00

If only
we could sit and talk to each other properly
we could see each other in our world
we could understand each other better

If only
long is short and short is long
things would totally be different
SIGH

You are the best thing that ever happen in my life
I Love You

Oh Britney!

2009-06-16T19:24:00.003+08:00

GILA
Maghrib sudeyh!

What is it with blogging?

Gotta be going

SCARY
I know

CRAZY? NOT

Undecided

2009-06-16T18:47:00.009+08:00

I'm so undecided right now. So far I have few things on my mind that I wish to own. But which should I go for?

iphone 3G

Sony Ericsson XPERIA X1

Sony A380
Sony VAIO Por

a MacBook?

I know, there's nothing wrong with my lappy. It's just that it's too big and heavy and it causes me shoulder pain everytime I brought it along with me. Perhaps a smaller and lighter lappy would be much more convenient?

But how am I supposed to get them?

I'm thinking... I'm thinking...

You're from UMS?

2009-06-16T18:13:00.007+08:00

Get to know new people lately and so today. Had a little chat with one of the UMS students and it was just a short casual conversation though. Where are you from? How long will you be working here and stuffs. And yeah..

I broke my tooth
again

Told my dad about it and guess what he said, "Hahaha, u kidding nak? Keep it safe. We will bring you to fix it once you are back home?" He laughed because I told him Toby the baby Chimpanzee smacked my face, lol. But then, should I or shouldn't I keep the tooth?

"Your eyes inspires me"
NOT

p/s I'm kinda confused right now. Was he being serious or was he kidding about keeping the tooth thingy? Crap.

Typical

2009-06-16T17:33:00.003+08:00

Obvious flirtatious acts
And the list goes on and on
One simple excuse clear all the doubts

"That's just the way I am, take it or leave it"

LAME
I know

FUCK

2009-06-15T21:26:00.004+08:00

I dont care and I dont give a damn anymore
Say what you want and think anything that you want
GO ON AND LIVE IN THE LITTLE FLAWLESS WORLD OF YOURS
cause every single flaws in this world were meant for ME

FUCK everything

Being nice or being an asshole, whats the different?
It will end up making myself look like an IDIOT and an ASSHOLE
Assume everything on your own, Im sick of playing wrong all the time

It ends here

SCREW ME

Trendy Buldges

2009-06-14T23:07:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah
I weigh myself again today

56.1 kg
.5kg in just one day? OMFG

Well Done

Lets Call It A Day

2009-06-14T22:27:00.004+08:00

Perdoon stary.

I spent 150RM for the last few days and they just wont stop flowing out from my wallet (I bought nothing Ok? And I swear I couldnt recall buying anything for myself except food? Nohh) =S
I went out with my friends today and we did nothing much except for spending unnecessarily for unnecessary fun? Lol. To cut the long story short, we watched Blood: The Last Vampire (2009) and the movie was filled with BULLSHIT effects. But I manage to keep myself awake throughout the movie. Gotta make the 10RM worth it ya know?

Funny dialogues I tell you.. Haha

p/s Everyone seems tired today, SIGH~

Cupcakes

2009-06-14T10:32:00.006+08:00

Congratulations

to
Ernisa Marzuki and Muhd Izwan Ramli

Till death do you guys apart

And I want my cupcakes like so badly =(

OMFG

2009-06-14T02:20:00.011+08:00

Read the paper this morning and no shit! CR7 is going to miss a hell lot of Premier League action cause he is going to Real Madrid for a record fee of £80 million. Bye bye Ronnie, we're going to miss your running, dribbling and diving (the most) skills. But heck, Manchester United is handing over £100 million worth of transfer fund to SFA. These are the target players.

Be ready..

Frank Ribery

Karim Benzema

Antonio Valencia

David Villa

Gila Boy! Carlos Tevez a.k.a Baby 'Rasa Cute' Gorilla

But who cares, people always say that the Gunners will never get their chance of winning any trophy if Arsene Wenger sticks to his 'young players' policy but still, we finished top four every season and I know that the next season is coming towards our way. We are building from strength to strength and I've a lot of trust in my boys. Hee =D

It is not about the players or the cash
Everything is about the fans and the club

Hello Mr. Appey

2009-06-14T01:47:00.004+08:00

I have a major loss of appetite and guess what, I'm a frigging 55.6 kg guy! Bullshit. But the good news is Mr. Appey just said hi to me, hakhak!

Anyways, I was sexually harassed by an Indian uncle right infront of the zoo entrance. He kept pulling my arm so I'll be within his reach and he kept rubbing my back and my right arm. He asked me a lot of questions and the worse part is when he asked, 'Sudah potong ka?' and all I can say is 'Haaa? aaaa'.

FUCK

Heartbreaker

2009-06-14T01:35:00.003+08:00

Screw up everything

First my relationship and now my result

Get over with the relationship thingy and now getting on with the result thithithingy..

I'm so in the need of Will.I.Am right now

SIGH~

Heartbreak

Just A Piece of My Mind

2009-06-13T18:29:00.001+08:00

I knew how important you were to me, but I never know it would be this hard when you are not a part of me anymore. Ive never felt a day this long and I realized how much you occupied yourself in my daily life. I know I screwed up and I know you are much happier now with your life. No more fights, no more worries. That's fair.

But I'm sorry, even though you've tried hard to make me hate you so that it will be easier for us to overcome our problems with moving on, I still do fell for you. Like I said before, you made me fall for you over and over again and over the past two years, I really did. I tried to make myself happy and tried hard not to think about you but every single thing that I do reminds me of you. You should know that you played a BIG part in my life eversince we knew each other.

And I'm sorry, I'm not trying to be hard headed, stubborn or act stupid. Its just that, I refused to let you go. I refused to let myself to move on and left you behind in the past. I'm still hoping to be with you again in the future and that you will never let go of the feelings that you had for me once. I love you so much Moo, I hope there's still space for reconsideration and I want you to know, I will always be here waiting for you.

I Miss You a LOT
Losing you is almost mourning

Bug Like Human

2009-06-12T00:28:00.000+08:00

Curi curi caught this picture while everyone was concentrating on the television.. Concentrating hard ea people?

To clear all the doubts, No. I did not had my lunch here because I just had my breakfast at the zoo's canteen few hours back. Geli lerr... Everyone is eating pork.. Pork! Pork! haha

We Are Equal

2009-06-12T00:09:00.000+08:00

I don't really care about anything right now but I just wanted you to be fair and see things at least for both parties. Otherwise, I'm cool. If you think you are a better friend cause you have a lot of 'em around you, think twice. I know I've made mistakes and I learned a lot from it. I hope you do, as well. And yeah...

Thank You

Don't Be Stupid

2009-06-07T11:29:00.000+08:00

Kojaq....!!

Kerek na mampuih tapi bgtaw kat orang jangan kerek kat die...

Ngeh...~

=(

2009-06-04T18:00:00.000+08:00

I'm not used to this..

I MISS YOU =(

Foreseeing Excitement

2009-06-01T01:59:00.000+08:00

I was irritated by something the other night in Penang. I was so hungry and I've to keep track of my cash (My wallet was stolen, remember?) and so, I decided to call for the room service. It was clearly stated that the room service is available all day. It took me almost 15 minutes to decide on what to eat and only to find out that the room service starts at 6am and ends at 11pm. I ain't kidding and I'll show you prove!

The feeling of disappointment sucks! Seriously hotel management folks, you guys need to do something about it.

The fun continued the next day. I went to Batu Ferringi this morning to check out the place and the beach was awesome! There were lots of water sports activities available and they really meant business. The activities available were costly but fun. I almost tried parasailing

So, Ari the Promoter for this White Shark Water Sports came to me and introduce me to all kinds of water sports that his company provide and honestly, the activities provided were very very interesting. They have parasailing, jet skiing, banana boat riding, flying fish, snorkeling, the viper, beach buggy and also horse riding. The price list was affordable, only if my parents were with me =p

After hours of decision making, I decided to go for jet skiing on my next trip with my girlfriend and her sister. I was not being boring but being considerate because I was warned quite a lot of times about my girlfriend's sickness. So, I need to make sure the activities that we are going to do has minimal adrenaline rush factor, keke.

The next place I went to was Jerejak Island. It was damn boring or maybe because I was alone which kills the fun. It might be one of the reasons right? I paid 50rm for it and I think it was a waste. I take a short walk along the walkway and found myself at the resort's lobby before I played a game of archery. A few picture taking and here I am again on the boat on my way back to the jetty.

I wasted 50rm for nothing and went back to the hotel later on. And yeah, I spent every single cent that I have on transportation and I still can't figure out whether it is worth it or the opposite.

These are some pictures I took at Batu Ferringi and Jerejak Island

Jet Skiing

Horse Riding

Flying Fish

Banana Boat

Beach Buggy

Parasailing

The wasted remaining coupons

Consolation prize for the short archery session =p

I've made a price list for the activities available and still considering each and every one of them. But for now, it's either parasailing or jet skiing.. Hee =D

BAO!

Little Troublemaker

2009-06-01T01:33:00.000+08:00

I loss my wallet which was given by my dad

I need to make a new ID, a new driving license and a new ATM card

There are 'precious' things given by my girlfriend inside the wallet (I'm sorry Moo Moo)

The worst thing is that, my parents are here in Penang right now because of me. I mean, I'm glad to see them but I really felt bad for being such a pain in the arse. It cost them a lot to travel here, for the third time in this month (May) and it is so not worth it. Especially this trip. What a waste.. SIGH~

I'm really really sorry.. ='(

Ayam and Itik

2009-05-29T20:59:00.000+08:00

This reminds me of our 'morning date' in front of the library. You used to love this so much! And I'm not sure if you still do.. ehe

I miss your jumping wallaby dance

Happy Monthiversary

01-06-09

I Love You

p/s I know it's a little bit early but I'm scared I can't post this on time. Hope you don't mind

A Favour To Ask

2009-05-26T00:53:00.000+08:00

Next Destination

Batu Ferringhi

Honest speaking, I never know this place is so.. Beauty-full!

Moo Moo, I'm asking you a favour. Can you please bring me to this place on our next meeting? Please..... hehe. We'll sit under this very tree, enjoying the sea breeze while listening to Jay Chou's songs, oka? Haha.. =p

Short Post

2009-05-24T00:45:00.000+08:00

I know you wouldn't want to hear anything from me right now. Nothing could make things better besides giving you time for yourself to chill. I know, I'm such a pain in the arse lately. I did my part by explaining to you the reasons and realized my part of slip up. I hope you didn't meant what you've said and I hope things will be back to normal tomorrow.

I miss you much

I love you more

Forever means nothing if I couldn't spend it with you

p/s I don't know if texting you would be a great idea. I hope tomorrow will be a better day for both of us. Let our problems disappear through the night aite Moo? I love you, and again.. I'm sorry, whole-heartedly. Please forgive me =( I hope you're reading this.. SIGH~

Learning or Learned?

2009-05-24T00:26:00.000+08:00

I've been through this situation gazillions of time but I've to accept the fact that I'm either a slow learner or an idiot who never learn or able to get hold of something he/she needed to. Seriously, I kinda feel sick of myself right now because of my shallow way of thinking. I won't be specific about it but tonight, I just realized that I'm living a stressful live. I should be more happy and I should be thankful for having a good life, good parents and siblings, good friends and also a good Girlfriend who never gave up hope on such a pain in the arse Boyf like me =p Speaking of my Girlf, I bet she's still taking a walk at the beach right now with her friends. Hope she has a great time and keep herself safe (I know, I kinda ruined her day today). Well folks, gotta go! I've laundry to attend to, hee.. Take care!

=(

2009-05-24T00:14:00.000+08:00

Bye guys

Have a safe journey

Missing u guys already

SIGH~

Royal Rumble

2009-05-23T02:09:00.000+08:00

I don't know why but some people (I ain't relating to the previous post =p) tend to be too sensitive most of the time. I don't mind if they were born to have a sensitive-self but please, do you have to involve everyone around you with your issues? I'm not trying to display some kind of angelic act or what-so-ever you call it but I don't see or believe that dragging your problems and involve others in it would make you feel better. Well, you might but others will hate you for that if they had enough of your sensitivity issues. Incase if you don't know how it feels like when you force people to understand your negative way of problem solving issues without you trying your best to make it easier for us to learn and accept it, let me tell you how it's like.

Sizzlin'.... Ssssss

So please people, and please.. Drop it like its HOT, will ya?

p/s I'm reminding myself as well about this aite? So lets bear it in mind together =)

Bad Day

2009-05-23T01:16:00.000+08:00

Everything doesn't seem right since yesterday (Thursday). I don't know why but I'm being too emotional to the extend where I dragged minor things into a BIG major problem. And now, I felt bad for involving other people into my problems.

I'm sorry Mom and Dad

I'm sorry Moo Moo

I know, I shouldn't have let my emotion took control of the situation.. MY BAD. Let bygones be bygones aite guys?

Anyway, my parents came for a visit last Thursday together with my sister and cousin. They are going back to KL this evening. How sad =( I wish they could stay longer so that I could spend my weekend with them (I don't have to go to work on Sunday and Monday because I'm following my supervisor's schedule, hee...). Well, I think I should be going to bed right now. I'm a working man! Ahakz.. See ya!

Missing dawn

2009-05-22T01:42:00.000+08:00

My first day OFF, wee!~

Hate to say goodbye

2009-05-22T00:36:00.000+08:00

Hee.. Probably today is one of the happiest day in my life because I get to see my Moo Moo in Penang! Yes, I'm not kidding.

PENANG

So, what's so BIG about going to Penang? It's because we've been planning and talking a lot about going to meet each other there! I'm so thrilled on meeting her though we had a huge bear-cow fight? Yes, on my way to Penang.. But everything was fine then =)

I stayed at her house for a couple of days and slept in his brother's room downstairs. She prepared the room for me and GOD knows how amazed I was when I entered the room. It was so........ OMG (It can't be described by words, haha =p). I can be exaggerating at times but the fact is that the bed was perfectly 'tide up' and I swear that was the most good looking bed I've ever encountered which had forced me to sleep on the floor that night, I ain't kidding!

The next day was both fun and tiring, we went to few places and took lots of pictures! I really enjoyed going out with her. Unlike the previous meetings, this time was more fun. She talks a lot, improved her laughing capabilities (She looks like a wallaby when she laughed) and the best part is that she's more comfortable with me. She used to complain about feeling awkward having me around and I guess this time she manage to overcome the awkwardness. Ahakz!

It had always been hard to say goodbye, especially to her. Looking into her eyes, knowing that we are going to be far from each other was always hard for me and I believe that she felt the same as well. It's just that she is so good in hiding her true feelings. I simply hate her Big Fat Ego! No offence Moo Moo but you know how big it is, ehe =p

Anyway, pardon me for my abandoned blog. Yes, I'm not as good as she is in writing and she enjoys updating her blog as much she enjoys making fun out of me. Nevertheless, she's always going to be my Moo Moo. Till then, salut!

Rockstars!

p/s this post was supposed to be posted on the 16th of May =p

Gloomy

2009-01-11T19:05:00.000+08:00

It's raining heavily and non stop since yesterday. It has been a bad week and i'm confused.. I'm feeling down and I need someone to talk to.. But there's no one to sit and listen to my problems.

Well, it has always been this way since AGES! hehe.. So, no sweat. Lets begin the new year with a smile on our arse. Hope it'll be and interesting one this year, less fights and more laughter..

HAPPY 2008+1=2009!!

Vampirenized

2008-12-13T13:42:00.000+08:00

Got this from my GF's blog, thought of giving it a try..

You are talented, knowledgeable and people are drawn to you. You like a good challenge and enjoy the company of a select few, but this is because you are picky and can be set in your ways. Sometimes you over react when things don’t go well, but your intentions aregood and you’re priority is protecting the ones that you love.

Moo....

2008-09-24T16:21:00.000+08:00

i MISS youu..

Bee Bzzz...

2008-09-24T11:38:00.001+08:00

I have EPP assignment due this Friday
Nutrition (7 reports!!) & Systematics report a week after raya
L&S Techniques 1st draft today!
Die la.. Die la.. SIGH~

Bzzzzzzzzz

Oh, i gotta go now.. I need to find Mr.T regarding my report. C ya!

He is sooo gonna kill me

T.O.P

2008-09-23T03:23:00.000+08:00

Shiat!~ I have a sissy looking blog!!

NiNoNiNoNiNoNiNo!!

First Post

2008-09-23T03:04:00.000+08:00

Haha, my 1st POST! Having my own blog was not what i had in mind but that SOMEONE somehow caught my attention to blog my world, ahakz! Hmm.. Thinking what to write makes me feel drowsy.. ZzZzZz.. I just dont understand how people can spent hours sitting in front of their laptop or pc writing BLOGs. But like how SHE always said, 'It's for me to know and for you to find out' and i guess SHE's write =D Maybe I still havent found the right pace.. BUT who cares! Ohh, I REALLY dont know how to begin but hey.. Maybe this is how it should be..

WELCOME ME!
HeHeHeHe..

I'm pretty much deranged and I still have three more reports to be done which need to be submit by this Wednesday.. SIGH~ Well, i guess this is all for now. Till the next post!