Just A Piece of My Mind

I knew how important you were to me, but I never know it would be this hard when you are not a part of me anymore. Ive never felt a day this long and I realized how much you occupied yourself in my daily life. I know I screwed up and I know you are much happier now with your life. No more fights, no more worries. That's fair.

But I'm sorry, even though you've tried hard to make me hate you so that it will be easier for us to overcome our problems with moving on, I still do fell for you. Like I said before, you made me fall for you over and over again and over the past two years, I really did. I tried to make myself happy and tried hard not to think about you but every single thing that I do reminds me of you. You should know that you played a BIG part in my life eversince we knew each other.

And I'm sorry, I'm not trying to be hard headed, stubborn or act stupid. Its just that, I refused to let you go. I refused to let myself to move on and left you behind in the past. I'm still hoping to be with you again in the future and that you will never let go of the feelings that you had for me once. I love you so much Moo, I hope there's still space for reconsideration and I want you to know, I will always be here waiting for you.

I Miss You a LOT
Losing you is almost mourning