Be It

Why is it that I think the purpose of me living in this world is to get blamed over everything just to make people in this world happy?

I have not been intouch with her for like how long? Almost a week? Things were fine only till she came up with the shoutout of hers. People came to me and told me about it but what can I possibly do? Cry over it like a baby? Nohh... Maybe I'll feel bad for not being able to be her friend anymore, not even in her facebook but the most crucial part is when she said that I stalked her? OMFG. Does she seriously think that I'm that kind of person? Who does she think she is? Paris Hilton? What's wrong with me adding some of her friends. Doesn't mean if they are in her list of friends they cant be mine and yeah, most of them were mine as well.

And about adding strangers..

Does she has issues with it? What makes she thinks that I add them because of her? (Orang text i cakap "giler perasan dow..."). Is there no possibilities at all that I might came across with people in the 'people you might know' section who happens to be in her friends list as well? Because Ive been adding a lot of people lately and she kinda claimed that I added them because I wanna stalk her through them. And if so, can't I do anything to please myself? Its not that Im gonna hurt her or anything. She knows nothing except for making assumptions for her own good. Yea, she stated it clearly and all this while, every single decision was made because she has her own good reasons. I might be blinded by my own feelings but its clear enough though. Is it because of the things Ive said earlier which shows how weak I am and how pathetic I make myself look infront of her? From the situation, she's the one who is not over with things because she came back again with another drama of hers. Trying to make me look bad? Good, I can see you're trying hard. Why? Is your life that boring? Oh come on, get a life mate. Living is not about making yourself look high so that you could spit anyone below you. We are human being and we are equal.

So, stop telling me what to do. Ok? The funniest part is that people even mentioned bout I might hurt her because of what? My obsession? Nohh.. You guys gotta be kidding bout it. Cause I laughed my ass out when I read bout it. Please people, whos being childish anyway? People who wanted to face and talk their problems or people who kept denying and kept avoiding themselves from having an adult conversation and left things undone while at the same time kept blaming others for their mistakes? Why does she has to be undecided over things just because she's trying to think for her own good even when she claimed that she is in a relationship before? And about "It takes two to make things happen", thats a big sack of bullshit. LOL.

But what different does it makes now. People had been talking bout me and at this point I really think Im an ill fated guy. But it's okay, I believe in Allah SWT. What goes around comes around. So no worries. Just carry on, Im giving her all the freedom to say whatever things she wants to say. Load the shits and spill it out one by one and in the end, someone's gonna clean it up and bring it back to her.

But for now, just hope for the best for her aite? I thank her for every single little thing that she had done. Especially the things that she had said to me. I appreciate it. It open up my eyes and makes me realize her true nature. Its not about things wouldnt be the same anymore, its about truth caused changes.

Thank You
*Clap Clap*

p/s Im just a human being and Ive feelings. Please treat me like one, dont treat others the way you dont like youself to be treated.